White sight

This is the reality you have found.

This is it, the one and only;

This is all you’ve got left now.

She said that when my expectations aren’t met, I withdraw.

I say… “Hasn’t it always been that way?”

And because I don’t want to, I’m not.going to.

Cus there’s only so much I can take..and I don’t want to hear about all that anymore.

I’ll just drowse in those thorns and bristles and never need wake.

Just having someone read this already sickens me.